Breathe

Ok...so it's been a while since I've blogged and I really have to give a shout out to my guest blogger Badger for filling in when I was just too weary and overwhelmed. I have been working the two jobs and well just haven't frankly been that annoyed. There is my constant work annoyance at my day job but this is so annoying and disturbing to me on a grating and daily basis that I don't even want to waste the space on my blog on this issue so I will just say this on the matter

CRUNCH CRUNCH>>SLLLLLLLURRRRRRP>>>>AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

So this post that was on my mind was more kind of funny to me then annoying but I was also kind of annoyed with myself.

Last week I worked 5 nights at the restaurant and knew my mind and body were in for the long haul. After cleaning my house the preceding Sunday of hell week, I grabbed a post-it from the fridge and became all Stewart Smalley and wrote one word. The post it was to be placed on my bathroom mirror and I guess was meant to inspire me to continue...and relax..and that it would all be over soon and my normal life could resume. So obvs by the title of today's blog, the magic word was BREATHE...as in...remember to..take a deep breath, like the Yoga instructor Richard Finger would say after a biiiig stretch on my "Yoga for Beginners" tape " feeels goood ah??" that part on the tape always made me laugh...that and the fact his name was Richard fucking Finger.

So I would look at it when I was brushing my teeth in the morning...especially last Thursday morning when I made the poor choice to go have a few drinks after work Wednesday night and was feeling like shite at 5:45 am when I had to go to my day job. Or when I would take a quick shower in between the two jobs and I was rushing to get to the restaurant on time. I think it helped..I mean I would breathe and say to myself...all right dude...just three more days...or two more days.

Then band practice Monday rolls around and Megan spent some alone time in the bathroom and comes out into the living room and said..hey what's up with that post it. Did you need to buy toothpaste? are you having issues or something along those lines I can't really remember what she said. So I led her to the bathroom to have her look again and show her...um ...no dumb ass it's my inspirational mantra..

and then

it all became so clear...

oh then i laughed and laughed...